15th February 2010
This week’s Magnificent Moments
Rose Diamond
Yes, this week has had some magnificent moments, and for me they’re times when I am vibrating at a higher frequency and the threads of life come together in a brighter, more vivid, more meaningful pattern. I call such moments synthetic as they synthesize different elements into a more unified whole.
I wrote this about consciousness shifts back in 2002 when I first began my inquiry into how I could live life more magnificently more of the time:
“Transitions into new levels of consciousness are characterized by a perceptual (paradigm) shift accompanied by an energetic shift. Polarities, conflicts and crises are embraced and transcended as the whole system – physical, emotional, mental, spiritual – takes a quantum leap into a more unified whole. Perception reorganizes; thinking becomes more systemic, synthesizing hitherto disparate information into more inclusive conceptual wholes; the emotional body simultaneously re-patterns and physical experience becomes more flowing. Some of the qualities that emerge from higher levels of consciousness are: clarity, concentration, economy, inclusion, connection, synergy, freedom, commitment, tolerance, creative indifference, well being, grace, ecstasy.”
So, onto this week’s shifts:
Sunday
I wrote last week how I experienced my first session of EFT last Saturday on a teleclass with Alisha Lewis. I wasn’t the actual recipient of the treatment, simply listening in and feeling along, yet it was profound. Alisha told us you know you’ve cleared an old pattern when your “score” drops to zero. In other words there’s no charge left from the old negative messages.
Well, I didn’t hit zero at the time but I did on Sunday when Woods and I were doing one of our “discovery sessions” and I dropped into my deepest self. Here’s a little glimpse:
Rose: Love as a state is extraordinarily simple. The times when I’ve felt most love I’ve been very still. There’s nothing to say. It’s simple, and in comparison “normal” life seems very convoluted and complicated. As Andrew Cohen was saying, the personality is basically a social construct. The whole thing we think we are is a construct, a story or a conglomeration of stories, especially the painbody; it’s just a story.
Who am I when I let go of that? We cling to who we think we are, to the story, and we really don’t want to let go of it. The little me will cling onto that story for as long as it possibly can.
Woods: When we let ourselves become more present we surrender the “me” that’s trying to hold on. In states of fullest openness we recognize being fully open doesn’t put us at greater risk. We don’t protect the heart by keeping it closed, but we think we do.
Tuesday
I started a six week course with Santari Green (see quotes of the week), called A Stunning Reality, and here is some of what I experienced:
“Right now I’m feeling incredibly relaxed yet I’m alert at the same time. I always feel my excitement first in my feet and I feel very grounded; there’s a lot of energy at the bottom of my feet, so I’m a combination of relaxed, open, alert, and quietly excited.
Since the beginning of the year I am living in the new; something has shifted for me. I feel for the last years I’ve been working towards this time, waiting and getting ready, and now what I’ve been waiting for is starting to happen. Kafka said, you don’t have to leave your room, just wait, but don’t even wait, and the world will come to you and writhe in ecstasy at your feet. I’m starting to feel like that. I hardly go out, I spend most of my life on my computer, and everything’s happening, everything is coming towards me. I’m connecting to all sorts of brilliant evolutionary people suddenly and I don’t feel alone any more.
Inquiry’s very important to me and I’ve been in a conscious inquiry since 2002 into what it means to be in my magnificence, and that inquiry is really stepping up now. To be in the presence of bigger energies is a catalyst for me to be more of my magnificent self. A group energy where everyone is resonating at the same high vibration is an example of a bigger energy which is a catalyst for all. By coming together with that intention we all move and expand together.
This state of relaxation I’m experiencing is very new for me. I’m in a state of stillness. And in that stillness there are elements of gratitude bordering on awe and I’ve just understood that I don’t have to work as hard as I have been. Mostly I’ve worked hard at doing what I really want, living my passion, I’ve made good choices that way, but I’ve still worked really hard, so to go from what was almost a drivenness and a sense of urgency to this state of stillness and relaxation, and letting go: that’s where the gratitude comes in, wow I don’t have to work hard and it’s all going to happen anyway!
The awe is in this feeling of everything coming towards me; everything I’ve known in my head is now coming into reality so now I am experiencing how interwoven we all are. I know we’re each carrying our unique piece of the puzzle and each of our unique pieces is really needed, somebody brings me a piece that I need and the next day somebody else brings me another piece and all these pieces are helping me to see myself more clearly and to move forward. This happens when people are simply being who they are and magically appearing in my life at the exact right moment. The experience of the interweaving of all our energies is starting to manifest in my life. That feels very magical and I know there’s so much more to come. This sense of rich abundance is so contrary to the impoverishment so many people are experiencing in the old dying world.
My heart longing is to be in community and to live my life in community and I realize that doesn’t have to be just one community, I can be in community here, now with you, and with other people in another hour. As long as I show up and be present and just be real, then I’m in community.
At times in my life people have commented on my “big energy” and I partly believe them because I’m in touch with that big expansive part of me, but mostly I haven’t felt fully connected with that bigger more magical cosmic being, I haven’t owned it as “me”. Now, connecting with that bigger expansive powerful Self doesn’t feel scary; I feel yahay and who-hoo, it’s time! I’ve been waiting all my life and preparing and now I can relax.
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